my jc life

it is so weird to be in jc... a place which does not belong mi...
i have no smoking frien, skip school frien, clubbing frien there...
every one live in the world of books..
in short called book worm
i have transform to one too..
in secondary school, none of my frienzz will stayed in library and study...
students are not competitive and selfish....
i have just entered a different type of world...
even in school library, sometime also must chop place de...
every one is so serious, this onli give the others and themselves pressure....
is this a good thing??
is onli for one to decide...

an unrealistic world

todae i just finish watching wei xiao pasta- a taiwan drama series..
in the show the actor is so charming, so cute, so rich and many good criteria, and will fall in love with an ordinary gerl..
in the show it seem so perfect, so good....
many gerlx actually fall for it, and hope that it will happen to them too...
i am not an exceptional..
it is something that is too perfect too good... and too unrealistic...
in reality,the world is full of grey area, dark secrets, ugly truth!!!
in my 18th years of living, i have seen so much and nth is similar or near to the senerio in the drama series...
i am just a little gerl hu like to fantasize abt mr charming walking to my life, but i have to face it, there is no such thing...
i have to work hard for my future, study , study and study....
something that i will nv LIKED in my entire life....
i have to do this most of my waking hours, doing such a shit!!
what difference is there compared to mi and the actress in the show??
how cum they are so happy...
and not mi....
after watching the show, i realise i have to come back to the reality, i picked up a pen and continue doing my work...
this is the realistic and sad life i going through now...
if i have a wish, i hope to become a happy gerl